Things have been busy yall, haven’t been blogging much. My absence to the social media scene is mainly due to the fact that I am in a period of transition and it is hard to quantify it with words. Just know that life is interesting and I am learning and growing lots. Every day is a new journey and if I were to blog it all it would not capture how things change ever so quickly!
In this exciting life of mine I can tell you that after each day of work I only have a total of 6-8 hours (depending on when i sleep) of time for use. That is not a lot… and I am also taking a night course and serves his fellowship. Life is interesting!
Oh, before I forget to tell you all I have been working at United Way over the past two months. To sum this experience in a few statements. I can tell you that it has been a great learning experience. Pushing many boundaries and making me constantly strive for excellence. To shed some light sometimes it is easy to learn from mistakes but one thing I am learning from the daddy-o is that the ability to foresee and anticipate is even better.
Also I can tell you all about my grand and amazing plans for my future, but in reality… what good does it do if I am all talk? Biggest lesson. Action speak Louder than words. (There is actually an awesome shirt on Threadless with that on it… if you buy it… we can be shirt buddies!)
I would like to blog a lil about a strong statement my mentor gave to me. Wise, profound, and something that makes me ponder.
“…It’s about what God wants you to BE.”
I will leave the preamble a mystery as it is personal and I do not recall the exact wording. In its essence it is about seeking God’s will and plan. What is his plan for me?
Sometimes it is easy to just simply go hard at life and say I need to do this and that. There is absolutely nothing wrong with going hard. We are wired to accomplish and be fruitful in our labour; whether it is with respect to our careers, school, and extracurricular activities.
However, my struggle is what am I going to do with my life. There are so many thoughts that can bog me (and perhaps you). Here is a brief example: I am almost 21. I will be done my degree in ~3 years. What am I going to do. Oh man I will need to move out soon. Oh man I need to learn how to live on my own. Oh man how will I take care of a home, car, and perhaps significant other. Oh man what career should I choose. What industry. I must choose a good one now. Will I enjoy my work? etc. etc. etc.
These are all valid questions to some degree but to relate back to the quote. Who God wants you to be shapes what you will do. However, if you are a non-christian and reading this I can sum it up as… your life’s passions and desires will shape your life.
God’s will is for us to love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself. (Matthew 22:34-40)
‘Hold on’ to give background on the loving your neighbour as yourself know… that the spin is that in root of all of us we are all selfish beings. To love someone like our self is like… laying one’s life for another because our life means practically everything to us! This is only a tiny glimpse of how great Jesus’ love was for us when he died on that cross for our sins.
To disclaimer. I must say that in light of this what are my next steps? In reality I still don’t know. But i know who he wants me to be. Someone who reflects a Jesus like love. To be creative in how I approach work and life and see how that reflects this love. To have joy know that God loves me (and you) endlessly. Because apart from this love… what is life?